This Time Around

mood: cheerful

Ho dang.  No updating from me!

Allow me to fill you in, then... hah aha haha, that rhymes.  Sorry, I'm hyper.  I gave up on trying to sound uber cool and calm. ;)  Though I do get like that sometimes, I still... meh. :D

Today is tutoring... for math... AGAIN.  I'm still icked about it, but I'm sure I'll get over it.  My tutor is alright, but I think he lost his paitence with me yesterday for getting too frusterated/gehhh/omgomg. : /  But you know... THAT'S LIFE.  NO MORE FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF.  Mm-mm.

Got my contacts yesterday - they're clear - not blue. D:  Because I have a stigmitism in my eyes, so I can't get tinted contacts anymore.  Boo hiss.  I'll have to do some major photoshopping on my pictures.  Oh, speaking of pictures... this is also going to be a photo blog.  Don't worry, I'll post everything behind a cut.  I just love taking snapshots of life and well, posting them.   I like other people's photo blogs, so please, if you know of any sweet people who might want to be my friend and lika da camera, let me know.  I'm interested. <3

That's really about it.  Until later.  :D

mood: chipper

music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

Tomorrow is a work day.  Yay, pay day!

Just got back from math tutoring class.  Went over alot of hunka junk.  Bleh!  That's okay though, because I learned alot, so, sweet?  My Phantom (Erik = fiance) and I are going out tonight on the town, so hopefully we'll be doing something AWESOME.  Because we are made of awesome when we are together.  YES. <3

I joined a few more communities, including FRUITS.  I'll be posting some outfits soon.

Not much to update on today.  Maybe more later tonight, when I have more stuff to talk about!

location: At home

mood: awake

music: Helen Stellar

Here I am.

I honestly don't know where to start.  I wouldn't exactly say I'm inspired not to write.  I'm moreso tired than anything.  Work was another long, tedious day, as I sat in the Thai bistro scratching my head at what to do.  The usuals came in today - Fried Rice Man, the We're Not Gay couple, and of course, I Can't Speak English But I Love Food teenage student.

So I was thinking to myself - what do I talk about on a journal?  Is it personal, or mere fun?  A big discussion topic, I'd say.

Aw, crap.  Screw this.  Let's get down to business.  I'm not going to make this journal private.  Hehe.  I want people to know me.  I guess I could start introducing myself, but that seems so... flat and cliche.  Lolz.  Okay, here we go.   If you want, you can read my userinfo for the basics, or you can continue to listen to me ramble.  Personally, I'd the take the first option. ;)

I suppose I shall elaborate on some of the issues I brought up.  I'm eighteen years old.  I've been on planet earth for only a short while, and yes, I'd say I'm quite innocent to its ways, but I know enough to keep me moving along.  As for being bulimic, I've had the illness for nearly two years now... I was first diagnosed anorexic, but then they finally realized (geez) that it was purging I was doing, not starvation.  Peh, doctors can be so annoying.  Anyway, I know what I do is wrong, but it's just one of those demons I have to live with.  I want to stop, I've tried to stop, I even take medication to make it go away.  Nothing seems to work except for support from family, which I do get enough of, but - it's a lifelong struggle.  Let's see... culture.  Ah, yes.  I'm in love with culture and lifestyles.  Lifestyles, moreso.  They intrigue me to no end.  To list a few, I could start with: Gothic, Fruits Japan/Anime fanatic, and Lolita.  I don't really classify myself as any of these, but friends put me into all three.

Photography/Modeling is my passion and hopeful career.  I have never had a dull moment with cameras.  I study hard, I live it to the fullest, and I love nothing more than to do a photoshoot.  Sadly, most of my friends are too shy to model for me, so I'm stuck doing it myself.  Oh well. :)

That's it for now.  <3